Rage it is. I can not control my anger beyond a point. Then I start punching the wall, not caring if my bones break. But my bones can never break because a divine force protects me and how. I hit my leg while on a moving train on a concrete milestone, I limp for three days but then I can play football on the fourth. While I play football I fall on the ground and become unconscious. I wake up with no pain. No pain, yes. I climb the coldest mountains on earth and I keep on climbing. I get tired but I keep on. The divine force, yes. May be. Who cares ? I do, but only sometimes.
May be I do not believe in divinity. May be I have lost my religion. But I pray. Not for any particular benefit but because it's cool. All troubles I create for myself and I ask some good old God to solve them. Good old God is beneficial for a lot of people. This happens because they and their predecessors have kept faith in him/her since the time when calenders were a non entity. Who made the first calender? I think the world map was made before the first calender was made. But how was the first world map made without the satellite pictures? How can the contours of continents be visualized?
May be some aliens clicked some snaps and put them in some books while on their visits to earth. Different animal looking aliens visited earth at different places at different times. At some places where only legends passed on about these animal looking aliens, believed in their own style. There are different styles of belief. They were as confused about God as I was about the fire's state of matter. Or as I was about rockets drilling earth's spherical lid. But why is earth's lid spherical? Of course because earth is spherical. But why does it need a lid. It doesn't and that's why it doesn't have any lid. That's why aliens were able to land on earth. This is the reason why sometimes 3 X 9 =3. We force numbers to behave in certain manner and so they behave that way. They are enslaved. Trachtenberg jackowed them to behave in the manner he saw fit. At least that was a respite. Matchstick men walk on without zippo lighters. Who cares if somebody giggles when I am drunk. Let them giggle. I am hunky dory with that. I am awaiting some gifts. I will kiss them with gratitude. Another day gone, another night gone. New things are happening. I must visit The Netherlands before they drown in the sea.
May be I do not believe in divinity. May be I have lost my religion. But I pray. Not for any particular benefit but because it's cool. All troubles I create for myself and I ask some good old God to solve them. Good old God is beneficial for a lot of people. This happens because they and their predecessors have kept faith in him/her since the time when calenders were a non entity. Who made the first calender? I think the world map was made before the first calender was made. But how was the first world map made without the satellite pictures? How can the contours of continents be visualized?
May be some aliens clicked some snaps and put them in some books while on their visits to earth. Different animal looking aliens visited earth at different places at different times. At some places where only legends passed on about these animal looking aliens, believed in their own style. There are different styles of belief. They were as confused about God as I was about the fire's state of matter. Or as I was about rockets drilling earth's spherical lid. But why is earth's lid spherical? Of course because earth is spherical. But why does it need a lid. It doesn't and that's why it doesn't have any lid. That's why aliens were able to land on earth. This is the reason why sometimes 3 X 9 =3. We force numbers to behave in certain manner and so they behave that way. They are enslaved. Trachtenberg jackowed them to behave in the manner he saw fit. At least that was a respite. Matchstick men walk on without zippo lighters. Who cares if somebody giggles when I am drunk. Let them giggle. I am hunky dory with that. I am awaiting some gifts. I will kiss them with gratitude. Another day gone, another night gone. New things are happening. I must visit The Netherlands before they drown in the sea.
